Today we had transfers. Now that I've finished
training Hna. Pacheco it's time that I move on to another area. And after
6 months in Las Fuentes I'm ready for a change. So today, the president
paired me up with Hna. Cabrera and sent us off to Agua Caliente.
Q: But Hna. Lance, after 6 months serving in one area how do
you now feel leaving it?
A: Good question. To be honest, mixed feelings.
40% Relief, 30% Excitement, and 30% Tristeza
Q: Interesting combination. Could you explain
more?
A: Sure thing.
Relief because after 6 months in the same area you've
reached a point when you've tried everything. Walking down the street you
pass by at least 10 people that you've contacted and been rejected by.
Everyone is an ex-investigator, and those crazy members never seem to
change. It's releaving to know that I've done my part and now someone
else can come in and help with new ideas.
Excitement because now I get to BE that new person.
New territory. New faces. New members to work with. I can
give new ideas and perhaps help the area progress more. And like in every
area I've had before, I can become a better missionary here.
Tristeza because I have to leave Fuentes...
Q: Intriguing... after half a year in Fuentes you're
still sad to leave it?
A: You bet'cha! That place became my home.
I literally walked down every street in that area... or to better put it,
climbed every hill. I learned a TON about how to be a better missionary,
disciple of Christ, and even more important, I grew to know my Savior better
there. There is a reason I will forever call Las Fuentes my Gethsemane.
Not to mention the members. Sure, there were a few
wackos and algunas que are "Sunday members" y nada mas. But
there were several who really became my family. Converts that I've been
able to help grow and have seen progress. Less actives that were starting
to gain their testimonies again. As to the investigators, they are always
hard to leave. I've worked so hard on some of them to help them gain a
testimony. For example: I started teaching Rosalio and Lupe with Hna. Bautista.
About 4 months ago. They were progressing mas o menos. Read the
BOM, loved our visits, but never went to church. Then Hna. Pacheco came
and they went on vacation to visit family in Chiuauah (I think that's how you
spell it). A month latter they came back and called us saying that they
wanted us to stop by again. So we started teaching them again... but
Rosalio had a lot of doubts. He like to listen to us, but thought that
being strong in his faith meant that he shouldn't doubt his Catholic upbringing......
long story short, yesterday we went to visit them and Rosalio said that he
wanted to be baptized. I nearly cried.. I can I leave them now?
But here we are. New area. New start. Lots
of hills... Wish me luck!
Dearest Hermana Eden, you are a tower of strength, a font of faith, and a well of inspiration. Your humility, spiritual insight, and loving heart are phenomenal and that is what makes you such an influential and determined missionary. Your Mission President is fortunate to have you working there. May your"Gethsemane" be as beneficial to others as it is to you. Love you with all my heart.
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